wow im bloggin crazy shiznit. I rally dont have anything to say ...Ive been upto nothing really..I ll start bloggin more often i guess....Ill rightn tomorrow...I swear...you can see me on this site.. www.thedilly.com  my name is 2much4you on there ok..

Ive been in a lot better of a mood latley. Which is good . Went to the boardwalk the other nite and caught the billy talent show and still life profector. It was fuckin ill. I had helllllla fun. I drug loc out there with me and surprisingly she had fun too. Im going again on the 27th. Sugar cult is going to be there. They sing his song called pretty girl . I listened to it allllllll the time when me and ty broke up , so i have to go see this band. I cut all of my hair off. I cried for a brief moment. It looks rad as hell.

Here is my song of the week ; Hands Down (dashboard confessional)

Lately my life has been a big fat well Murphy's Law. Meaning anything that can go wrong will. I swear that things are never on my side anymore. Love/money/friends and  anything else. Its all against me i think latley and I just dont get why. Im a good law abiding citzen that says her prayers every night. So why fuckin me?HUH? So i was looking at some of Murphys Laws and realized these are very true and alot of them relate to mine or my families life. So hear are few, the highlited ones are ones i really like or can relate to.

Murphy's Law:

• If anything can go wrong it will.
• Things get worse under pressure.
• In nature, nothing is ever right. Therefore, if everything is going right....Something is wrong.
• A smith and Wesson beats four aces.
• He who angers you controls you, therefore you have no control over your anger.

Murphy on Love Laws:

• All the good ones are taken.
• If the person isnt taken, theres a reason.
• The best things in the world are free---and worth every penny of it.
• Nice guys(girls) finish last.
• If it seems to good to be true it probably is .
• Availability is a function of time. The minute you get interested is the minute they find someone else.

So this is my fabulous entry for today. Im realizing now that i havent done a song of the week in about two weeks. This one will be a good one i promise. I think probably the only things that would make me happy right now are winning the lottery so i can by myself an island and me and my nephew chill out all day on it. The only ones .That would be awesome. Have coconut radios in shit. Bad ass!!! And if i got a call from tyler saying that he wanted to get back together. I would be one happy camper if that happened. I would be on cloud 55.Uh on im onto something now who knows how long this blog is going to be. I just remember how depressed i was before i met him and then when we got together i just remember how happy i was all the time. He made me so happy , thats all i want is to be happy.I saw him last sunday nite and I was so chipper all the next day it was really kind of sad to be perfectly honest. Its so crazy how someone can make you so happy by not even really doing anything.I have a very shallow family. Who have basically raised me to believe that money is everything. And to be happy you need materialistic things. Mymom never embeded that into me though. But most of my life growing up ive always needed objects or something that requires money to be happy.Its sad but very true.And then all of this sudden he came into my life. We spent every free moment we had together. Even when he was at work he would call me and come see me on his lunch break. We were two smitten kittens. And then when i was with him i started noticing that i was happy all the time except for when he had to leave. And there was no money involved in this. He wasnt buying me things and i was still happy all the time. He is THE Only guy that has EVER made me feel this way. So now i know what it takes for me to be 110% happy. and its being in LOVE <3. But we ended up breaking up a lil over a year ago. He was just having some major issues in his life and thought it was best. But let me tell you this about money. I would pay all the money in the entire world to never feel that heart ache again. So now a year later i talk to him every month or so and see him occassionally. Every time we see eachother we act like were together we kiss and stufff. But this last sunday he hellla insisted on coming and seeing me so i let him. And he seemed different this time he seemed like he really missed me. Like he realized that im pretty much the perfect girlfriend is the vibe i was getting from him. So anyways hes supposed to call me tonite when he gets done with school. Hes training to be a fire fighter, how hot are fire fighters. Hes very hot. So hot i almost feel not good enough for him. So when i talk to him tonite im going to see if he wants to hang out tomorrow nite and see what kind of vibe i get from it.

Friday nite sucked. I stayed home and did nothing. I heard some neighbors having a party but couldnt locate or i wouldve went. Saturday I went to austyns soccer game and he won.Didnt do anything saturday nite. Sunday went out to the lake fo r  alil while bobbo was really drunk so we made him wake board funny ass shit. Sunday nite was an awesome nite for me. I cant really go into detail but it made me very happy and it was something ive wanted to experience for a long time . Hopefully it will happen again. Now im bored at home.

Mood: A lil sad or something and bored.
Song currently playing: Damn (luda) its so fuckin sick


Its friday nite and im at home. This hasnt happened in months i think. Im always gone on the weekends doing something. Im so bored im watchin the wade robson project. I talked to brian for a minute online tonite. Apparently hes been in a bad mood latley he didnt really go into detail about it.Im going to austyn's(my kick ass nephew) soccer game in the morning. Hes seven and he rocks so hard. Im supposed to go to the lake tomorrow. I havent been in days. Theres a strong chance that ill get drunk out there. It s always funner that way. I might babysit austyn tomorrow nigtht for my sis cuz she wants to go out . shes been hella stressed and her boyfriend just dumped her. so ill probably watch him.Hopefully ill find someone to come with me and keep me company for when he goes to bed.Im hoping ill have fun tomorrow. Ive been so lonely latley, i hate it.Theres people around but i still just feel by myself i hate that feeling. I havent felt like that in a while eather .This has nothing to do with anything but i fell asleep on my arm last nite and my arm has hurt all day long. Ok goodnite all.

// series one - you
-- Name: Kristi
-- Birth date: 11/24/84
-- Birthplace: Sacramento California
-- Current Location: Elk Grove
-- Eye Color: Blue
-- Hair Color: Brown
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: SAg
// series two - describe
-- Your heritage: Irish/German
-- The shoes you wore today: barefoot but probably flip flops later( i live in those)
-- Your hair: thrown up in a bun thing ( ill do it later cute im sure)
-- Your eyes: some crusty eyeliner from last nite
-- Your weakness?: Cheez-Its
-- Your fears: of being like my sister and brother
-- Your perfect pizza:  a not greasy one with lots of sauce and peperoni
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: I would like to let my hair grow long
// series three - what is
-- Your most overused phrase on messenger: weird or neat~o
-- Your thoughts first waking up: dam its already that late
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite(or same) sex: clothes
-- Your best physical feature: my eyes probably
-- Your bedtime: usually about 3am
-- Your greatest accomplishment: i can walk and chew gum at the same time
-- Your most missed memory: Any memory with me and tyler together in it
// series four - you prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Taco Bell
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: Etnies
-- Lipton or Nestea: Kool-Aid
-- Chocolate or vanilla: neither
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Pepsi
-- Boxers or briefs: Boxer briefs
// series five - do you
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: way to fuckin much man
-- Sing well: um no but who fuckin cares not me
-- Take a shower everyday: yes
-- Have a crush(es): doesnt everyone
-- who are they: it wouldnt be a crush if everyone new
-- Do you think you've been in love: yea
-- Want to go to college: yeah
-- Like school: Sometimes
-- Want to get married: yes(right now any one want to get married)
-- Type w/ your fingers keys: is there another way?
-- Believe in yourself: i try
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive: yea
-- Think you're a health freak: no
-- Get along with your parents: Dad- i guess Mom - were like best buds
-- Like thunderstorms: i like rain, but not thunder
-- Play an instrument: air guitar
// series six - in the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoke(d):yes
-- Done a drug: yes
-- Have Sex:yes
-- Made Out: yes
-- Go on a date: yes
-- Go to the mall?: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
-- Eaten sushi: no
-- Been on stage: no
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: no
-- Been in love: no
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: Yea when i go to parties i still stuff i have this big purse i put things in when im drunk(its always dum shit though)
// series seven - have you ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes
-- If so, was it mixed company: yes
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
-- Been caught "doing something": yes
-- Been called a tease: yes
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: no
-- If so, did you get caught: no 
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no
// series eight - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: 19
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 1 matix(boy) and if a girl should happen to pop out even though i dont want one her name will be Lily.
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: Who cares about the wedding its all about the reception(all my friends and family smashed) I dont care about anything as long as i have the ring i want
-- How do you want to die: fullfilled
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: an xray technician
-- What country would you most like to visit: Ireland
// series nine - opposite sex
-- Best eye color?: doesnt matter
-- Best hair color?: black
-- Short or long hair?: short
-- Best height : 5'8 or taller( the taller the better)
-- Best weight: i dont care as long as there fit
-- Best articles of clothing: i dont care
-- Best first date location: the bedroom j/k i dont know wherever he wants since hes paying.)
-- Best first kiss location: anywhere
// series ten - number of
-- Number of boys I have kissed: will say in between 10-20
-- Number of boyfriends you've had: 3
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 2
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 5
-- Number of CDs that I own: alot
-- Number of piercings: 2
-- Number of tattoos: 1
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: no idea
-- Number of scars on my body: i think its like 18
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: too many (dont ever drink alcohol kids)

Song currently playing: GNR november rain


I dont really blog that often anymore. I think its cuz ive found better things to do latley. And i know no-one ever reads this bullshit i call life anyway. Ok so if you do read my blog then you no about the guy ive kinda been seeing.Last friday nite i spent the night with him again. Im supposed to hang out with him tomorrow night too. Im starting to really really like him. But i dont know how he feels about me. Im trying to do everything right with him. I dont want to be that naggy girl or anything like that . I want to be that girl that he's like dam shes really funny or I really like seeing her. You know. Ive had a tendency in the past to be that naggy girl so ive been trying to play it cool with him. He goes out with his friends at least one night everyweekend, and i dont play 20 questions about it with him. I let him tell me about it. Sometimes he calls me afterwards when he gets home or is on his way home which makes me feel better. I know he's really busy right now in his life. I see him only 1 or 2 times a week but im perfectly ok with that. I like all of his friends that i have met so far. and i think they like me. I dont think his roomates girl friend like me though cuz im loud but oh well fuck her.But my problem is I just dont know how he feels about me. I know he likes me i just dont know how much and what he see's our relationship as.And i want to know but i dont want to ask because i dont want him to think im that pushy relationship girl or something. What do i do to find out????Anyone know help me out. I just dont want to let me self like him anymore than i do if its gonna end up as were just friends or something.Oh yea i finally got enough balls to ask him if he's right or left handed. Good news, hes right handed. I will update sooner next time. Oh yea ive been suffering from some severe fuckin insomnia. thats all for now. ~~~*Kristi*~~~

This is the problem with not blogging for a while. You have to write so much when you do. So i see brian all the time now.I dont really know what we are though, we havent discussed it. Ive spent the night at his house twice *he has THE most comfortable bed in the world* The first night i spent the nite over their he just got back from a club called *AQUA* he was pretty smashed he had been drinking XXXtrick daddiesXXX all night for free cuz his friend bar tends there. He took me home that morning. So we have been also trying to hook are friends up together so last week me and lanita(my best bud) went over to brians and Jays house. Were trying to hook them two up. It was cool we just watched happy gilmore and then bounced. Friday night we met brian and jay and their friend R.P. at Fridays they had some drinks. R.P. is one of the funniest mutha fuckaz ive met in my life hands down!!!He kept me very amused.He was yelling across the bar to one of their friends "SHOW ME YOUR LABIA" about 15 times it was hilarious. and "IF YOUR MEXICAN SHOW ME YOUR BROWN LABIA". yOu would be surprised how man people dont know what that is.It was kind of an inside joke. If you've seen oldschool R.P. totally reminds me of *** Frank THE Tank***We were their for like almost three hours. Then we went back to brian and jays for some drinks. We made up a drinking game that was played with blackjack very easy and gets you  pretty drunk. XXXXvOdKa & CrAnXXXX *mmmm* 2 of those and i was sobuzzzzzzed it was unfuckingbelievable. So Jay and lanita venture off and take a walk somewhere and me and brian venture off to his bedroom. We just mostly wrestled around, i was trying to beat him up becuz i was mad at him becuz he told his roomates about something personal that happened between us which i really didnt care but he told them some details about something too and his roomate said something to me about it and embarrased the hell out of me. So i was being mean to him. So Jay and lanita get back from the walk and lanita informs me that she wants to leave soon, so i say ok give me a few minutes. Brian tells me he really wants  me to spend the night with him, And the only reason i did was because he new i was on my end of sentence***period*** and there was absolutley no chance of us having sex and he still wanted me to stay. I thought ***AWE*** how sweet he wants to just be with me. So i stayed. One of the reasons i like him so much is becuz when he says hes going to call me or hangout with me he does. He always calls me when he says he will. I love that. ive never had a guy do that . I havent talked to him in like two days but we've both been hellllla busy. Ill talk to him later tonite.  Okay other news now. Ryan is home. Ryan is my best friend in the entire world. We've been friends for 17 years.Long time considering im only 18. My brother and his sister are also married. He has been in IRAQ for the past nine months fighting in the war for us. He was  in infantry and still is meaning his ass was right up their dodgin bullits and killin Them fuckS for us. We had a welcome home party for him last nite with all of his family and close friends and then a lil after party at my brothers and sister in laws house with his friends. I did a lil drinkin. He has to leave back to camp pendleton on wednesday for four days of briefing and stuff and then he will be back here for 30 days .****WOO HOO****  Party time that means.  XXXXX I LOVE YOU RYAN XXXXX.
Other new is that i had to go get a replacemet license becuz i lost mine days ago. DMV is the most horrible place i swear to buddah. I hate that place and all the people there. I was there for 2 and a half hours. I waited outside the entire time becuz i new i would probably get into a fight if i stayed inside their. so anyways my license will be here soon thats good becuz i want to get a fake ID and ive got a hook up. XXXFUN TIMESXXX. Thats enough fuckin typin for now  me fingaz are gonna fall off.~~~~~KrIsTi~~~~~